So no sooner do I post my letter I will never send and delete Jordan from my phone and facebook...he fucking texts me. We talked. I can't believe the tornado of emotions I am experiencing. I love him I hate him I want to erase the entire 6 months we were together and I wish we never broke up.
I need something to soothe me. I need to cry cry cry cry until my tears just wash away all the hurt and anger. I wonder when these feelings will just END.
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Yeah...I'm not really sure what that means in this case to be honest. If I even allow myself the false hope that he's contacting me to amend things and to try to work it out...then I'm just living in a fantasy world and not reality at all.
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