Ok...so now that I like Marco...my nurosis begin.
We spent pretty much every available moment together for an entire week and had a lot of fabulous sex and a lot of fabulous laughs and just a whole lot of fabulous in general. Then I went up to Sun Peaks for work and we spent exactly one week apart with only 2 relatively short phone calls in between to keep any contact.
I came home from Sun Peaks yesterday and he picked me up from the airport. We had a lof of fabulous sex and some fabulous laughs and some VERY FABULOUS food and then yet some more fabulous sex. He spent the night and I hardly slept...he hardly slept.
Looks like he'll be quitting my softball team due to a 'should injury' and I just got the weird vibe from him this morning. I have called this evening and left a message but so far no reply.
I'm trying not to read too much into this. I am trying desperately to stop comapring him to Nelson...which I am finding very hard to do. The reason for this comparison is that Marco just went to trial on WED to finalize his divorce. Oh yes...he's been separated for over 2 years now so I felt it was OK to date him....but I guess I'm just thinking the following:
Am I setting myself up for a burn?
Maybe I should really only date guys that have never been married or at the very least are ACTUALLY divorced...like...2 or 3 years divorced.
I'm tired too...so my emotion-reader hasn't been properly calibrated.
And...what do I want from this anyway?
Montreal won tonight's hockey game and they almost gave it all away in the 2nd period. The game went to DOUBLE over time and it was a fabulous winning goal so I am actually feeling tired but happy in a non-specific way.
Just wish Marco would stop asking me what I am thinking all the time and start telling me what he is thinking.
2 comments:
What you should do about it really depends on the answer to your question "what do you want from it". Sometimes something casual is fine, sometimes we are looking for something with longterm potential. Trying to find that with a guy in the midst of the legalities of a divorce is yeah...a bit iffy. Not a slam against him mind you and not ruling the possibility out just wanting you to recognize what you seem to know. ;-)
What is a "Should Injury"? Is that where you get hurt because you didn't do what you should have?
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